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Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Megan's LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 15th, 2004
10:09 pm
Monday, March 15th, 2004
12:53 pm

new lj people

gettheemokid182
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
4:41 pm
fuckin postal major event

life fuckin bites me in the ass everyday. i do my own thing. i dont give a fuck what other think about what i do or their opinions of me. i am for the most part a happy person. people need to make up their minds about what they really want, they say they want something and when they get it, they dont want it. or theres the other people that are to fuckin chicken shit to go out and get what they want. i told my friend dann dann straight up that he needs to tell this girl he likes how he feels or its gonna be to late, she wont be there. and he did and he got what he wanted. good for him. i cant just straight up tell a guy, "oh i like you". I am a bit of a chicken shit when it comes to guys. they make me so damn nervous. and my friends would never guess that cause i am totally myself around guys. i can play all cool and be real, but i cant tell a guy how i feel about him. ahhh! i get butterflies. LoL. there are a lot of buys i like, but one inparticular that makes me so damn happy to be around him. and whenever i am about to ask him to come hang out with me or something, to get the ball rollin, i cop out. LoL. my guy friends dont look at me like some cute girl, they're just like, "oh shes cool to hang with, a real cool girl" and i like that i can be real with them, but i need to be loved to. i have feel good feelings too. man i sound so retarded.

but ya, maybe one day, hopefully sooner then later, i will get the courage to tell the guy how i really feel.  but until then i'll just be a "a real cool girl to chill with". whatever.

BOYS ARE SO DAMN CONFUSING!

i miss idaho. atleast there everyone understood me.

geez

Megan

Monday, February 16th, 2004
3:47 pm
The mouse sleeps when the Cats away. And I'll sleep all night and all day until you.................
BLINK 182 LYRICS
"I'm Lost Without You"

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you


Current Mood: content
Saturday, February 14th, 2004
9:04 pm
I really do care, I just dont know how to show it all the time

AROUND THE CORNER, I HAVE A FRIEND

IN THIS GREAT CITY THAT HAS NO END

YET THE DAYS GO BY AND WEEKS RUSH ON

AND BEFORE I KNOW IT, A WEEK IS GONE.
I NEVER SEE MY OLD FRIENDS' FACE
FOR LIFE IS A SWIFT AND TERRIBLE RACE.
HE KNOWS I LIKE HIM JUST AS WELL
AS IN THE DAYS WHEN I RANG HIS BELL
AND HE RANG MINE, BUT WE WERE YOUNGER THEN
AND NOW WE ARE BUSY, TIRED MEN;
TIRED OF PLAYING A FOOLISH GAME
TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE A NAME.
"TOMORROW", I SAY! "I WILL CALL ON JIM,
JUST TO SHOW THAT I AM THINKING OF HIM"
BUT TOMORROW COMES AND TOMORROW GOES
AND THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US GROWS AND GROWS
AROUND THE CORNER, YET MILES AWAY...
"HERE'S A TELEGRAM, SIR. JIM DIED TODAY"

AND THAT'S WHAT WE GET AND DESERVE IN THE END

 AROUND THE CORNER, A VANISHED FRIEND...

 

 

Remember, always say what you mean. If you love someone,
tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell
someone what they mean to you - because, when you decide that it IS the

right time - it may be too late 

 

Megan



Current Mood: hyper
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
3:11 pm
New Poem, OH ya!

        Image of an Angel

                                                                    Image by design

                                                             Beauty created his image

                                                             And the sound of a note

                                                              Carried to the Heavens

 

                                                          Spoken by charming words

                                                              Cavalier day and night

                                                             No soft word unspoken

                                                          At the delicate fall of screams

 

                                                           You fathom the impossible

                                                        And experience the glory of life

                                                             No love unexpressed

                                                            All with three little words

 

                                                     Labeled by those who created you

                                                              Posted to expectations

                                                      You created your own nightmare

                                                            From an Angel in disguise

 

                                                                   Megan Payne

                                                                        2.11.04

 

 

Saving the world, starting with us

 

                                 Never taken for granted

                                We don’t have much time

                        So we’ll save the world another day

                            Let’s just be remote for a while

                               Forget the inconsistencies

                            And when I said never again

                           Because I’m holding you close

                Strengthen by the warmth wrapped upon me

                                Taking in you breaths

                      A laugh under a thousand disguises

                             Only you know my heart

                                 I love you physique

                           But I adore your mentality

                                 So let’s get physical

                              And turn up the voltage

                                 It starts with two lips

                             And ends with two hearts

                                  No need to rush

                           The world is on hold tonight

 

                                   *Megan Payne

                                        2.11.04



Current Mood: mellow
Saturday, February 7th, 2004
8:50 pm
yo yo snow man
i thought paul carney might enjoy this entry. haha

Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque
Your Name
Band NameBad Religion
RoleBassist
TrademarkUnique Wardrobe
Love InterestWell-Known Actor
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8:38 pm
hi

 

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Current Mood: loved

Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
6:53 pm
haha
my friend eric wrote a poem about me, cause i told him too, here it is


A standing figure, of waxed over grace..
infinitesimal through hollowed eyes, carved
for a light that aims away.. a flower infraorbital
of the sun.. But this state.. knowledge collecting
like dust.. inspissate with time..

Is it wrong?
Feels so wrong..

Locked troubles in a cerebral safe.. no key for this
mine of un-molded memories.. crash like waves..
retentionwith reason.. forestall caressing hands that
graze the mind..

Is it wrong?
Feels so wrong..
But in the end there's right..
....


job well done eric, thanks



lucky charms,
megan

Current Mood: devious
Saturday, January 10th, 2004
10:09 pm
Do the hookie pockie
Hi











Lucky Charms,
Megan

Current Mood: anxious
Friday, January 9th, 2004
7:06 pm
shut that shit up
This is how a fucking gangsta rolls.. by starlitelily
gangsta name
gangsta jobdealer
your fucking problemcrack addict
# of times you ran from the cops57
your sayingfuck that bitch
Created with quill18's MemeGen!






fo sho my n!!!gz



lucky charms,
megan

Current Mood: enthralled
Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
5:30 pm
The Pictures are in
where were you when i needed you? i am on the verge of tears and dont feel comfortable talking to anyone about it, the vunerability doesnt suit me well....i'll feel better soon. no worries.

I won't break
I might bend
But I won't break
Spinning 'round
I hit the ground
And lift back up to see

Well nothing's changed
It's all the same................ lucky charms, megan


Current Mood: giddy

Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
10:22 pm
Screaming Infedelities
yaya i know....dash.conf. song title, whatever. AnYWAYS...upadting...dont know much to say..work is a blast..I work til midnight on new years and am going out with people afterward..of course..anyone who does nothing for new years, must have no life, or no one likes you enough to invite you to the parties. oh well fuck that. i talked to my friend carter today about his "band". They arent technically a band since they only have a guitarist, bassist and someone on a "mixer" (whatever the hell that thing is call that djs use) turntable i think, anyways they are looking for a drummer, experienced. They have all been playing their thing for like 3-5 yrs. so they are real good.

thats about it...Just want to give a shout to ashley, I jst commentedin her journal, and suspect she'll be visiting this soon....later..pz

Current Mood: artistic
Thursday, December 25th, 2003
11:57 pm
holla
You are the JMZ!
You're sort of a shady character. You sneak into
the city under the East River, and make a hasty
exit soon after. But while the tourists may
steer clear of your decrepit stations, you know
you're essential to the commuters who depend on
you.


Which New York City subway line are you?
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mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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fuck
your fuck.


What swear word are you?
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You like it fast and strong and you drink for one reason: to get piss-ass drunk!
Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old
hard liquor!


What Drink Are You?
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11:33 pm
PiNk ElVeS and EgGnOg
Well todays xmas...oh joy...i am bored...this is my first entry....wo is me...haha...um, i have a weedweb.net or whatever journal...but its gay...considering a livejournal, whatever thou...later kidz...remember, just because i can hold down 10 shots of vodka dont mean you can...haha...and just cause am old enough to buy you sick little pervs porno, doesnt mean i am going to....hahahahahahahaha! ha

Current Mood: chipper
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